Poem #13

tentative title: Harboring Guilt

Sea glass thoughts
Follow me here

I describe the taste
Of tequila 
And you laugh along 

It is the taxi driver
Who tell us to 
Keep our hands to ourselves
In his native language

Which is neither of ours

And my red lipstick 
Warm in my pocket

It is the smooth whiskey
And the salt dried
on our hands

And the way we look up
At the same time to see
L’Arc de Triumph

It is the sound of Spanish
In a dizzied mind
And the heat 
Of the radiator 

Which refuses off 

That reminds me 
How far I am from home

And how close I am 
To being convinced 
That you mean what you say 

Despite the ocean
Of shaky hands
And cigarette kisses 
That are lost

all at once
In between these sheets 
Before you call me a car 
and I pull each heel on
blindly

At 4 pm the next day.